In fact, the desire to publish permanently, as far as I'm concerned, is a rather alarming indicator and it is better to visit a psychologist. Because trying to achieve self-publicity can end badly for a person. I know this from my own experience. The good thing is that I was able to accept myself with all my flaws, it is thanks to lgbt therapist , who showed me what and how to perceive in life. It is important to have such a teacher in life. Good luck, I hope I was able to help!
